Have you ever played the what if game?
Of coarse you have. Well that has been my main pastime as of late.
I have been thinking if I hadn't made certain decisions ( ie: getting married at 21 , having a baby, moving out to Vancouver) my life would be something else.
Well duh , right?
But what I'm wondering is who would it have been with? It wouldn't have been with my husband I know this. The high school sweet heart? Not likely , we're still friends.
Or the guy that was always there as a friend and then found out he loves you? Well....... Could be?
So do I regret all these things? Good question. Should I?
My marriage is a wreck ( big surprise) but I have my daughter. I don't regret her.
I'm out in a place where I have no family , but I've made great friends, I don't regret that.
Do I try and find the lost 'love' or do I just let it be? I would love to be able to just say sorry.
2 comments:
hey i read it. You have a very different situation from me, but in a way it is almost encouraging to hear that even if I did things *competely* differently things wouldn't necessarily be magically wonderful. I've heard good things about vancouver, though, at least that part sounds not-so-bad. Hope you cheer up.
no your right it's not all that bad.
and hey , the weather is better than edmonton , so thats something.
thanks for reading. it's kind of cool.
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